Focusing more on the cross of Christ

What could you do more of?
I wonder sometimes if we really understand the power of placing our focus to the one on the cross. Particularly the cross depicted with Christ crucified. There is no way that image spells religion or a guilt trip.
I once spent an entire week focusing on the cross. At first I thought it weird that I’d be staring at a dead man on a cross. Then I cried a bit… Each day something else came to the fore until I felt something of a bubbling feeling in my stomach manifest. And once this was done..the next day it dawned on me… The Lord is not condemning me! Loud and clear. I felt the life of God inside me as I heard in my spirit ‘ we are the same!’ ‘ He’s not condemning me!’. And from there I started to get better and felt better about myself.
However I’ve made a few mistakes along the way and have felt rather distant from those days. That was 16 years ago. A brief period that went by so fast. Life goes by so fast. This is but a mere fleeting movie. I was 38 and now I am 54. Since then my mom and dad have passed on. And I feel my turn isn’t too far up ahead. Just need to finish my life on a high note. Being the I AM that Jesus died to make me to others. To live is Christ and to die is gain right? This can all be accomplished by keeping the image of the crucified Christ up in front of me. I’ll not be here much longer with the new world order threatening all of us. Let’s do this together.
Thanks for reading. All the best for your life. Hope to see you on the other side if I don’t first meet you on this side. Be blessed in Jesus name. Amen.
